Nightmares and Dreamscapes ... the match is coming

“I act like sh*t don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy, my insecurities could eat me alive.”
~Eminem

The match is coming. For all those involved, your emotions are probably all over the place. Your stomach is aching. You can’t sleep. I remember this time like yesterday. I just wanted to close my eyes and sleep until the day after match day. For me, it was like Nightmares and Dreamscapes. Welcome to my mind 2 weeks before the match.

This is the year

where hope fails you

The test subjects run the experiment

And the bastards you know is the hero you hate

But cohesion is possible if we try

There's no reason, there's no lesson, no time like the present

Tell me right now, what have you got to lose?

What have you got to lose, except your soul?

Who's with us?!

Slipknot (Pulse of the Maggots)

Please someone make the pain stop.

Why do we

Crucify ourselves

Every day I crucify myself

lf Nothing I do is good enough for you

Crucify myself Every day

And my heart is sick of being in chains

Tori Amos (Crucify)

Phone rings (RING, RING)

Mother mother can you hear me

I’m just calling to say hello

How’s the weather

how’s my father

am I lonely heavens no

Mother mother are listening

just a phone call to ease your mind

Life is perfect never better

distance making the heart grow blind

When you sent me off

to see the world

where you scared that

I might get hurt

Would I try a little tobacco

would I keep on hiking up my skirt

I’m hungry

I’m dirty

I’m losing my mind

Everything’s fine

I’m freezing

I’m starving

I’m bleeding death

Everything fine

Tracy Bonham (Mother Mother)

There are so many applicants that are better than me .... what if ....

Almost there ...... help ... make it stop

My end It justifies my means

All I have to do is delay

I'm given time to evade

The end of the road is my end

It justifies my means

All I have to do is delay

I haven't time to evade

THE END OF THE ROAD!

Slipknot (Before I forget)

...... Is that my name, my eyes .... I can't focus .... WHAT DOES IT SAY .....

May be your 2 weeks will be better than mine. Sleep well .....

“If you want a happy ending, that depends, of course, on where you stop your story.”

~Orson Welles